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Name: Nathan
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Metro: Springfield
Birthday: 9/5/1985
Gender: Male


Interests: Skateboarding, music, running, reading and writing poetry
Expertise: being a scumfuc
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 3/8/2005

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Friday, February 09, 2007

Currently Listening
Cold Roses
By Ryan Adams & the Cardinals
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Blue eyes crying in the rain

Well i still dont have anything to say so...
Sometimes i think that I dont get life
And that Everything is bad
But when i look around this place
i dont feel all that sad

The times are going in odd directions
changing like lights at intersections

The light in the dark is looking a bit dim
I guess thats just the way things are
The world is starting to look pretty grim
like cemetaries from afar

The times are going in odd directions 
changing like lights at intersections

The more the day leaves
and fades into night
the more we rage
against the dying of the light

And like Bob Dylan
looking for my tambourine man
To play a song for me
It never was in my plan

I dont know If that was any good but id sure like some feedback as it is one of my first thought out poems in months. I just put a lot of my recent ideas into a poem and i would love to hear from you all as to what you think. obviously it is influenced by Do Not go gentle...and Bob Dylan. Anyway let me hear from you.
With love on my mind and peace in my heart,
Nate


Sunday, January 28, 2007

Currently Listening
Garfield
By Adam Green
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I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BITCHES


Thursday, May 18, 2006

fuck all this

hey everyone, ashley dumped me. i realized shortly before that i loved her. so yeah, love bites. I am now officially a down and out born loser. I pretty much hate myself. Sometimes i feel like i would be better if i didnt open up to anyone. like if i wasnt in the world there would be a lot better situations for a lot of people. but whatever.i hope evryone else is having a good life, bc mine is going the shittiest it ever has.


Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Currently Watching
El Dorado
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Pain and heartache

My Great uncle Leon died last week. thats another role model that died in the span of a year. Damn. I feel a pain and anguish over that. But i have one shining light. My girlfriend ashley talks to me every day and makes the world seem less chaotic and more bearable when i feel like i am going insane. RIP Uncle Leon, i hope that when the good lord took you home you finally got to meet The Duke. You probably have a lot of cowboy stories to share. And say hi to grandad For me. You two have more company now. I love and miss you greatly.Your light shined into many a life and influenced me into the man that i am today.


Monday, April 10, 2006

Currently Listening
The Sophtware Slump
By Grandaddy
Hewletts Daughter
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okay so i think you know that i like fun. i ahve had a lot of fun lately and even went out and had fun on a date with a girl i have wanted to ask out for a while. it was good. i know i sound like a typical internet blog junkie so i hate this post but it was time for a new one. listen to grandaddy!



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